<sub>so yeah. remember when i posted that little.. crying wolf?
yeah. i guess it's time to explain to you. i'm not going to say all of it. just a bit.

so. basically.
i was betrayed. deeply betrayed.
and it wasn't just a simple betrayal, one where i could easily just shrug it off.
this one hurt not only me, but also affects the boy i love.
i don't know if it's true or not. but the traitor said it happened.
he's out to make my life an effing hell.


now.
onto something else.
such as things that should keep me busy for a while.

thanksgiving is coming up, and, of course with my luck, i have to finish two major projects during that week.
so not much play time.

again, just my luck; i am sick.

and another, just my luck.
i have a music recital [ christmas recital ewww ] to get prepared for.
my trill sucks. with that messed up, the entire ending sounds effed.
gotta work on that a crapload.

i failed one test, and though i know i can easily make it up,
family is gonna freak. urgh.

a washington d.c. trip is being prepared.
i gotta get money and sponsors and a cell phone. fast.


so yeah.
i'mma try to work on some more art stuff.
i already got some ideas,
and a few poems ready...
but. not much time. x_x


wish me luck.</sub>