less than a dream.i can't be the sun if i'm only a candle.less than a dream. by thefireflyliberation
i can't be the myths of greece and the legends of troy if i'm only beginning to write my story. i'm not diamonds spread across the skyscape or dreams saturated with salty rain, i'm just a girl. i'm trembling fingertips and insecurities buckling down on my intercostal muscles until breathing becomes a labor of love instead of a hum of habit. i'm tearing apart diary paper because i can't stop moving and regretting; i'm curling my toes to withdraw when the stakes seem too high.
i'm not everything you're hoping for and i'm not worthy of poems getting scrawled in wet midnight sand; i don't deserve sunshine serenades pouring from your lips. i'm not made of piano-chord veins and i'm not spitting up beauty i've [never] kept hidden behind my molars. i'm just me.
i'm just a girl with wide eyes and a habit for losing chapstick, pens, shoes and the people i care most about. i'm not special or extraordinary or anything you wouldn't expect to find
|honestly, this is just here for the generous people who have any points to spare. i'm not doing this to be greedy; i'm doing this because my income is practically zilch. while i'm doubtful i will get anywhere near 100k, i'm just leaving this for any generous passerby who is able to donate. |
if you do donate, thank you very much, <3
life always seemed to catch me whenever i plan on getting back into art.i've been struggling with personal issues and stress that i didn't expect, since it was summer and all, so my activity never got the chance to revive. can't do much with no passion or muse, right?i'm hoping that, now that school is about to start back up, i can get some routine back in my life and actually get back into art with plenty of momentum.i'll try to get as active as possible, and again, i'm really sorry.
call me tename or amaya; some know me as snowzie. i won't bite. ='D
i miss role-playing, but my time has gone, >~<;
if you wish to try, tho, note me with any details, and i'll work out something like AIM; i'm afraid i can't keep up with sites anymore.
iLOVE..; my mexican, Milton
iLIKE..; swimming, soccer, music, nature, animals, art, literature, writing, drawing, role-playing, running, sports, anime
iDISLIKE..; douches, idiots, drama, physical contact, reality
iHATE..; homophobes, ignorant people, racists, bigotry
iFEAR..; heights, zombies, spiders, robots,
STAMPS! because i like them
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